Sometimes I get in these moods. I don’t even know how to describe it, but I call it being “Tiana drunk” because I’m completely irrational. Deep in my mind I think clearly and I’m screaming at myself to just stop, but my actions do what they want. Just like when I was getting drunk.
Nothing can get me out of these moods. Not music, not a fluffy cat, not deep breathing, not even my boyfriends phone calls and support. I DONT get it. I get really dramatic, really angry over the most stupid little things and I stay like this for hours. I don’t know if something specific from my pasts triggers these moods. I don’t know if I’m slowly going psycho. I don’t know I just don’t
Then, once I am finally out of these moods and starting to think and act clearly, I get fed up with myself because i let myself act in such a way. So then I’m stuck in a depressed kind of mood.
I don’t understand it. It is the only thing I can’t shake nor understand about myself.
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well i think that deserves a two hour break