God I need You. I need to be filled with You and only You. I’m putting too much thought into a relationship that is tearing me apart. He says he loves me, then cuts me out of his life, because of a stupid nonchalant comment. He’s such an amazing guy, when he isn’t being rude and disreapectful. He makes me feel like I’M doing wrong, when I know it’s our way of thinking. We are on two different sides of maturity. He needs to mature more, before he can understand me, but I’m not willing to give him the time to do so, because I’m stubborn and want him, now. We have the same wants and goals and needs, and we have the same feelings on different things, but he has such a short temper, and when you reach him limit, you’re done. God I need YOU. I need less of this fixation and more of You. I need You to guide me to the right direction. I need you to help him and I become better people. I pray that i don’t lose him, however.. Please God, I need you.